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Thursday, November 13, 2008
to think that i'm only sixteen,and i already find all the happiness of life drained from our lifestyle of endless rat races.......an utter disappointment.
to think that the o's are over......heck,it didnt even feel like it started at all.i treated it like it was any other school examination,and boy am i gonna get a shock when i get my results. either way,ive become utterly bored at home,all videogames are killing me,all i can do is stare at this perpetually incomplete blog and spice it up here and there for all of you to enjoy.
television has never been this boring my entire life.is this destiny,for me to lose interest in everything so that i can focus on my senior teenage years?to think life passed so fast,so many friends made,but so little time to enjoy their company.....this is the loss that ive always dreaded from the moment i left primary school.....that friendships will be again tried and tested again and again to see how truly close we are,or has it all been for nothing.
finding true love is out of the question.love in school?huh,its all a matter of puppy love.but i dont mind experiencing it one more time,for the sake of people i truly care for.its not always about looks,they say,but who are they kidding?well,others like me might think otherwise.
people wear masks to hide their true feelings,their intentions and their true nature.its all a matter of where they wish to belong and what they wish to achieve.you'll never see some people spill their hearts out to others because they understand how it feels to be segregated.throw away your masks.don your true identity and in doing so,let lose your inhibitions.be loved for who you truly are.
muntaquim was hungry @ 12:41 AM. + + +
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