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Monday, March 30, 2009
OK.FACE IT.
this hasnt been exactly the kind of start i wanted last year.ok,the results of my O lvls werent exactly the best,but at least im not complaining.thats not the problem no.
the problem is i couldnt find a job up to date.not one that i wanted anyways.and from one month ago,it seems that almost everyone other than my immediate family members dont want me to work whilst schooling.all i wanted was a bit of financial security(to get your own stuff,eat more,spend more on things you want ;) without having to worry youre spending your parents money needlessly. in simple terms,i want to be FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT.not many people at my age can say that,and its not really a blessing to be financially independent.some are too ignorant living of their parents wealth to give a second glance at these people. but still,doesnt it feel good to just live off your own earnings without a second thought?
secondly,ROTTING AT HOME IS THE LAST THING ANYONE WANTS TO DO.four months at home,FOUR WASTED MONTHS for me doing nothing.even with all this time i only went out with friends once or twice throughout those tormenting 4 months.but i certainly am glad not to have chosen jc.as much as i promised myself that this year was a new year and that procrastination was a thing of the past,i couldnt help thinking how much of the hw those in jc got that i might have 'accidentally let my dog eat'.like i'm allowed to have dogs in the first place
you know what?come 20th april,im gonna make sure that i make up for my lack of social life and the lack of knowledge that ive been getting the past four months.im going to study something i love,and thats just something to push me harder to get into the top 10% of the cohort.btw,the cohort refers to EVERYONE in poly's,not just your own course people.so you better start biting and scratching when poly starts.because i hear everyone in poly (especially business courses) are doing all that.plus backstabbing of course.
muntaquim was hungry @ 7:19 PM. + + +
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