smile :)

LIFE

2010-12-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

Its time to really start thinking about what i want.Time is wasting.I'll be back.

2009-07-02T20:27:00.005+08:00

MONDAY TRAINING UPDATE!(29th june)

WRRROOOARRRRRR!!!!!

finally learnt how to swim breaststroke from jiao lian properly.woot woot!my kicking still kinda sucks,gladwin's 1 kick=my 3kicks T.T .Off to self-training on sundays!!i didnt really stop throughout the 1+hours of training like the rest,so it helps with the stamina too *applause*LOL

WEDNESDAY TRAINING UPDATE (1st july)

YEAH MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNN!!

finally beat the 21minute barrier for the run around bedok reservoir!clocked in a timing of 20.25 mins,30 seconds improvement!(maybe it was because the seniors were there too......NICCCCEEEEE)maybe thats why this post is so energetic mwahahaha

kok wei our vc clocked in 19+ even when he's sick?god-like man><

there's still room for improvement though.still not eclipsing people enough!hmm,50 pull ups without assist(10 sets of 5) and timing below 20mins for the reservoir run by the end of this term?oh yeah man,im getting the yichao hyperness from reading his blog(our fellow veteran kayaker in year 1,ex temasek sec kayaker,ex tpjc kayaker,national canoeist!!??).

wei xiang treated us all for bubble tea after training(sorry for buying the most expensive drink!i love chocolatey stuff too much :) )

and we walked all the way from tp to the bus stop near the singtel building!(bus stop before safra?)

who's good idea was it? i wonder......................

and sorry madeline,my house REALLY didnt have space for accomodation yesterday and its also because i dont think anyone in my house has ever brought a friend to sleep over(let alone a girl sleep over :3)

lol.bukit batok?i dont really know where that is still actually-.-"

ps:im having cramps everyday.oh no.half hour stretch everyday!

-its yours when its yours,but when its not yours its NOT yours.but jiaolian says if its not yours you must TAMMADE try your best to get it. =)(got it from yichao's blog lols)

2009-07-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

ahhhh....better,much better.this skin isnt too emo or gay.homer simpsons roooooocksssss!!!(coz he's dumb aiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)

AND YOUR MOONWALK LIVES ON................

2009-06-28T00:47:00.003+08:00

Im sure nearly everyone in this world is commenting on michael jackson now.i doubt i need to exaggerate how great he is.my only personal opinion is this is this:

YOU ARE THE ICON OF THIS ERA.YOUR LEGACY IS GREATER THAN THAT OF ACHILLES FOR YOU ARE THE KING OF POP.(achilles is the king of poop.seriously,who dies from a wound to the ankle?mind you,the movie on him was the directors interpretation,it may not be accurate.)

people,those who really mean what you say,go on and mourn his death.for those who really have no sympathy for him.................throw away your sheep skin before i throw it for you.

POWERPUFF GIRLS VS THE INCREDIBLE HULK

2009-06-28T00:25:00.004+08:00

OK,something on the national canoe competitions that happened last saturday aka 20th june.

Imagine having trained your body to its near limits to only realize others easily surpass you on race day itself.

ITS A HUGE MOTIVATIONAL WRECK.

i thought our seniors were the elite.yet,they weren't even close to grazing the top 5 spots(which meant they didnt make it to the finals)

so what does that make me?

im just a shrimp to these whales and sharks.no body build for intimidation.no burst power for the shock and awe factor.

among the freshies now,im neither the best nor the worst.so my first job is to eclipse them.

and those from universities?

let them have the joy of overtaking us young ones now.you'll need 10 years of preparation with the age you're competing at against me next year,coz im going in not to add to the number of casualties.

im going in to win the war.

if you can cook fried rice,you can also make hot milo.but if you can make hot milo,it doesn't mean you can make fried rice.

-some old guy along geylang

2009-06-27T23:47:00.001+08:00

This skin is kinda soft,dont you think?looking for better skins,dontcha worry abt it.if only i could change the picture of that dong and that phrase beneath him.hmmmmmm.....................any ideas anyone?

OAKLEY MANIA!!!!!

2009-06-18T01:30:00.009+08:00

OMG THESE SHADES ARE HOTZ,BUT THEIR PRICES ARE NOTZ

why the sudden craze for shades?simple,I NEED EM FOR KAYAKING TRAINING AND THEY'RE FREAKING COOL.but all these cost above 500dollars.tsk.

but this costs 250dollars.nice eh?i might be getting these shades.

2009-06-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

that post below is a late post coz i had to take it down for a reason i shall not need to explain.nuf said *wink wink*

RUN BABY.......................RUN

2009-06-14T22:16:00.008+08:00

the following content is taken from http://iamjudith.livejournal.com/

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Posted on 2009.06.14 at 20:25

This space has always been filled with details of my life, but a heads up, everything I write has been of the trivial side of my existence. Why I don’t write about the more deep emotions and thoughts in my head? I don’t know. I’m not one to be excessively shy, but perhaps I don’t feel the need to let the world know -everything- about me either. Maybe I like the slight air of mystery? I’ve yet to figure that out. But I’ve decided that I shall make a confession today.

I have never been in love, nor have I ever been in a relationship. Because of this, I won’t be able to write songs like Taylor Swift’s any time soon, but that’s not the point. It's been seventeen years since I took my first breath, and this time has allowed me to encounter many boys, many of which had/have great characters, great hearts and were/are great friends. But I’ve never fallen in love with any of those boys that were/still are part of my life. Maybe Disney and Hollywood has given me unrealistic expectations on love, but I’ve only really crushed on 2 boys ever, and I don’t think I’ve even told them I liked them. Anyway, they are irrelevant to this ramble.

Almost-boyfriends: A term coined by yours truly to describe boys whom I had some feelings for and vice versa. In my early adolescence, I’ve had a couple of almost-boyfriends. Many hours had been spent deliberating my feelings for these almost-boyfriends, and the same question always rung through my mind: Should I let him know that I feel the same way he feels about me? I even made a pro-con list on one occasion. Somehow every time this happens, I find a reason to decide not to. This reasons range from the logical; ‘we’re too young’, ‘we don’t click very well’, to the outright superficial; ’he’s not smart enough’, ‘he’s not witty enough’. Somehow, I always end up pushing them all away.

This leads me to my next point. Not so long ago, a friend of mine, in drunken ignorance, did something that could compromise her relationship. While comforting her, I found myself being thankful for not being attached. I had never -really- thought of my stance on relationships, and hearing this thought resound in my head led me to a strange but enlightening revelation. I am afraid to commit.

And the reason to this fear of commitment? I’m afraid of emotional drama. I’ve seen so many people crumble over fights, unreciprocated feelings, dwindled feelings, jealousy, and basically all that shit that a relationship entails. I mean, it’s impossible to go through a relationship without fighting, and the idea of being an emotional wreck over a boy repulses me. Actually, I just won’t like being an emotional wreck period. (I don’t want to cry myself to sleep and listen to Avril Lavigne songs.) Hence, I avoid the emotions.

I like not being attached. I like the freedom to do whatever I want, go wherever I want with whomever I want (I say this on a shallow basis as I still have curfew and parents who care what I do), without anyone to report to. I like not having to worry about where my boyfriend is, whom he’s with, how he’s feeling, or whatever you attached people worry about.

Then again, I’m missing out on all of the good stuff too. Being cheesy and quoting Moulin Rouge, “The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.” I guess when the right boy comes along, I’d be more than willing to give up the perks of being solo, and jump, with both feet and my eyes closed, into the one thing I’ve been subconsciously avoiding—with trust.

So to my future boyfriend(s), count yourself lucky! (I don’t mean this in an egoistic way)

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after reading that post,i feel that im as guilty as she is.im afraid to commit.just change the words 'boyfriends', 'guys' to 'girlfriends','ladies'(you're no more children are you,ladies?) and her post would have been as good as my own

well,you could say some of us have been brought up to shun relationships at such tender age but hey,if you dont experience it now,how are you supposed to know what to do when you want to court someone in your adult life?

its a bit hard to hear such rubbish from a guy(especially since some ladies sometimes think guys just want the relationship for cold hard pleasure,which isnt really wrong btw,since i do know a few guys in that situation)but seriously,how are you to know if a person really likes you?

ok,i'll shout it out for all to hear.

IM AFRAID OF REJECTION.

not only that, IM AFRAID I CANT FULFIL ALL HER NEEDS.im not really an expat just so you know,so i doubt i'll survive the first few months of dating bringing her out,let alone a few weeks. you may say that money isnt necessary in a relationship, but then again,its the only factor you can control in the relationship and its what helps you set the mood for whatever you are planning for.isnt it?

back to what i said earlier.how do you know he/she likes you? i know what guys look out for,but the thing is,what do the LADIES look out for?any person can answer this actually,above average looks is normally good enough for her since she would always want to look better,keep her interest in mind at al times.simple.now comes the hard part.how do you know she likes what you're about to do if you've just met her?sometimes she may just not really be into you,so you cant really force yourself into her life.

i just cant keep myself from contemplating,thinking whether its the right thing to do.believe me, i've had tons and tons and tons of crushes no one has ever known about,not even my closest friends..........all because i was too shy,or maybe i was afraid i would be called a supposedly 'player' among my friends?not like peopl wil think i am looking at how i am anyways.or is it just that i have this inferiority complex about the girls i've liked,always thinking that some other guy is more suitable for her and that she's just to good for me?

now that last part is VERY common among most guys out there.even if they dont say it,literally every guy has suffered some form of inferiority complex with the girl he liked/had a crush on.but like i said,girls dont normally care about our looks.what they care more is about whether we can entertain her,fulfil her wants and desires and ultimately, LOVE HER.the last hurdle that always catches guys off guard.those who make it this far have to face the challenge of commitment,the lost of a guy's freedom from intermingling with other ladies we might also be fond off,hence supposedly cutting off contact with the feminine world(excluding your girlfriend of course)

so what am i talking about?i dont know,really.all i know is that the post made me realize something.something that has been troubling me this whole time.and i just feel......no.i know that i wont be complete till i find out just what true love really is.

UH..........WHO?ME!??

2009-06-12T10:43:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was thursday rite?ah ok,so i had to go for some volunteer's orientation for mendaki since im probably getting the special malay bursary thingy im not so sure i rmb applying for.you cant really expect bad natured people volunteering right?so obviously i knew these people truly had the community in mind(not for me though.i was there because it was a requirement for my special malay bursary -.-")

and guess what?there was a chinese guy there!his name was xun xi if im not wrong,of course not a student,an adult.most of the volunteers were adults anyways.so think,there's this chinese guy willing to help out the malay community.but still,what do we say of his race?

''dont play soccer like the chinese lah''(when someone dribbles too much)

''go and change your race to chinese,ok?'(when a malay guy goes LANning)

cmon people,lets treat each other as equals.anyway,how the hell are you supposed to show that youre better than the others if you dont dribble and do tricks?ah,got my point? thats what i hear some people saying,its not from my mouth.honest!

i digress.

so anyways,the food wasnt really dinner material(they promised dinner,and they gave us finger food.lol)

omg i cant imagine myself volunteering.but they always say starting something new is the hardest.maybe i'll just take the desk jobs..............

what a waste of time.

-When the pulling of hair and scratching of nails is involved,they're not trying to bring themselves up.they just want to bring people down.

DEADWEIGHT........?

2009-06-12T10:15:00.002+08:00

okaaayyyyy,i am seriously tired of running.no no,not tired as in ''stupid lah,run run run everyday.you think fun isit?.dun wan to run anymore........'.its the''ah shit,i want to run,i NEED to run........but leg cramp lah,oh my butt.......oh my thighs............'' kind of tired.

i was referring to the training session on wednesday.you could say there wasnt enough time for stretching(because coach suddenly shouted"GO!" when i was sitting on the floor stretching,and everyone sprinted off.that gave me even more hell to catch up.) so basically my legs are gonna be flimsy for todays training.yes,TODAY.

we didnt manage to do much on the kayaks last wednesday though,mostly sculling on the T-1s(thats balancing for you......try thinking of the kayak being perpendicular to the water surface with water rushing in,and youre trying to prevent yourself from capsizing.the result of a fully filled kayak:a submarine!the feeling is goooooood)

and the only real training we had on the kayaks was a relay which we did.each group had three,but mine had two,because we were short of people T.T each person is supposed to kayak 500m totalling 1.5km in the group.being the unlucky one,me and my partner yi hsiang had to kayak 750m each.the biasedness!but hey,we managed to be first by a longshot(i guess we saved time not doing 'pit stops' to change the kayakers :)

somebody owes us 100plus for todays training heheheh...................

well,thats it for wednesday's training.they said its gonna be an endurance training for kayaks today,so we're probably gonna do sets of 500m,750m and so on and so forth.......sumting like running around the stadium in sets.

oh gosh,i forgot the most important part!!!50 pull ups for every training is like a ritual
for us to do after the training and especially after youve kayaked the whole day,its never an easy feat.guess what,i can do 60 unassisted!!!(in sets of 5 or 10,does it really matter!?)

i'll be tailing the gym gang to see what they're up to after training.......i wont be left behind mwahahahahaha..............................

ARE YOU UP FOR IT?

2009-06-08T17:09:00.003+08:00

See the font colour?yep,you guessed it,its a training post!! first off,just so you know,im actually in the sch library hur hur..........what for rite? well,we were supposed to have water training(that means going out on bedok reservoir to kayak) but unfortunately,the clubhouse was closed so we ended up running around bedok reservoir twice.so now we're just taking a short teeny weeny nap before we go out swimming again around5/6 for 1 hour.training is fun *wink wink*

actually,2 rounds now is considered damn slack for us,since kayaking on the water is MUCH MUCH more tiring.imagine you kayaking your ass off,when you suddenly turn your head to the footpath along the reservoir and you see and old man easily jogging faster than you.the feeling is really awkward/pissed/motivated to an extent that you get tired faster.hahakz.

the reservoir is starting to lose its kick......no,seriously! i only started breathing and panting through my mouth halfway through the second lap,and thats an achievement for any jock :)i wasnt really pushing myself like i normally do but hey,its the thought that counts,right?

anyways,we're down to only 1 girl from our batch.....thats sad.i guess we have to make sure that we entice and support her to stay as long as possible!hope it works though.guys?from a head count of 28++,we're now down to only 13,inclusive of those not present if my maths doesnt fail me.

i'll probably post again at home after swimming.you may nve know,it could be another training post....or even something about the lab lesson today that we had,which less than half attended lol.

so lemme just give another quote:

no matter how big your problem is,as long as it seems small to you,you can easily overcome it.
-jiao lian

FIRST POST OF THE HOLS :D

2009-06-07T13:37:00.005+08:00

i have truly digressed from my purpose of having a blog.ok,initially i wanted to share little tidbits of advice for EVERYONE who stumbles on this blog,by accident or by choice,so after reading the last few posts ive had,its mostly about me me me......and some flaming of others.no wonder i lost the kick in blogging -.-"

so my first step of change...........well you know it,its the blogskin!! all the previous blogskins ive had could be categorized as either emo or too darn boring(the green one was nice at first,but its too small,so im changing it too)

this skin is quite small too,so anyone has any ideas on adjusting the size of the box where your posts are located?im all ears ;)

ok back to the topic.i'll just write down some of the things you'll probably see on this blog and their colour codings,so you can choose whether you want to read that post or not. im a very systematic guy rite?you cant find other guys like me *wink wink*

i'll just colour the words instead of spelling out their colour categories.its more fun that way hahaha

Firstly.......

my weekly updates on my kayak training!(kayak=watersport=blue,geddit?)
it'll probably be updated daily during holidays because it IS daily during the holidays.......but it all depends whether i have any energy left to blog about it though.

weekly summarizations of whats been happening in sch and home probably?i dont think i can remember exactly what happens throughout the week in just one day,so i'll probably do it daily if i have to.tp is red so the colour coding of the post wil be red.wheeee!

extra events like outings,camps that ive been to,my holiday trips......anything to do with outdoors so dont expect me to be ranting in these posts ok?it'll probably be full of energy,since i hate putting a good outing to waste,so i'll probably be the least negative guy during outings.im serious!

entertainment updates like music im currently into,videos blah blah blah.........(no one is still sharing with me how im supposed to put up videos T.T)dun expect too much from this section because i dont normally listen to music much unless someone intoduces me to it.the videos part? hell,i have tons of videos to share but no idea how to upload it...........

and finally.......

RANTING/FLAMING/INSULTS CORNER where i spew out all the vulgarities that ive been holding in(hopefuly this doesnt happen,i try to be 'clean'),my pissing and bitching corner where i curse and moan at things and people that have pushed my buttons to the extreme to make myself feel better and others feel worse.read at your own discretion if u want to see whether im aiming the post at you.good luck with that :d
the colour coding is random so i cant explain y i chose it

you can expect 2 different posts,maybe more a day because it could be 1 post for events and another post under entertainment.thats how far im going with the plan,so you people out there can just choose what you want to read.i'll probably repost this post over and over again over the months to not only give a crash course guide to those new to this blog but also to myself so i wont forget the colour codings.they were all made up on the spot anyways so i'll probably forget tmw lols.

if u people out there have any suggestions on what you want to see being posted just drop a suggestion on the cbox so i can read it,ok?so i'll end off this post with a quote:

life is not a measure of its perfections,it is the measure of imperfections that makes your life worth living.

i might want to give quotes on every single posts,so you can use em in your presentations if u need it :)

OMG,THIS IS FUN FUN FUN!!!

2009-05-03T13:49:00.003+08:00

LOL,ive never enjoyed digital fundamentals like this before. OR,NOR,AND,NAND,XOR,EOR gates, what have you.it pays to 'attempt' the tutorial questions(but when youre not needed to of course:P)bobby bobby.see lah,dun want to listen to the teacher.

and hell,im actually enjoying doing gaussian elimination and 3x3 inverse matrix for maths!!!lol,all this enthusiasm from doing homework on a sunday.good classmates are always a bonus in an exciting course.but that doesnt mean i dont miss the pasir ris gang(sherwin,muntaquim,cheng wei,zul,samuel!) and the 4Cee students though XD

like i said in a previous post.

study hard jc students.

and stay away from high places.

LETS BE SPECIFIC,SHALL WE?

2009-05-03T11:53:00.004+08:00

OK,now the honest truth why i prefer poly life than secondary sch life.first of all,i never really felt there was a need to get competitive and all in secondary sch about our studies and all....i thought that once you were in a capable sch,the teachers would help you with the rest.not so wrong now,am I?never really studied much in secondary sch(thats what i feel of course,but the majority of people who arnt close to me keeps thinking im some good boy/mugger.well,never judge a book by its cver,remember?:) )

Second,i really felt that even if i DID mug my puny(some say its big) ass off,i still feel that what we learn in secondary sch has NO REAL APPLICATION TO OUR FUTURE CAREERS.tell me this,how the hell is a pilot supposed to care whether a forest was tropical or deciduous when he is flying thousands of feet in the air?like,seriously.hell,the only subject that as ever emphasised on its use in the real world is actually physics and chemistry,thats why im more of a science guy, reading up things that REALLY matter in this world.

so what do i feel is different in poly which isnt available in secondary sch,or for that matter,jc?

well,one thing is certain.what you learn in poly is DEFINITELY going to be used in your future careers,if not all we learn,at least a large portion of it.so you see,i want to learn about real-life based knowledge that we can actually apply into our work and not just any stupid equation which we dont really have to use in the future,but can actually be done by computers in our line of work.in poly,you are studying for your future potential as employees,not just another graduate waiting to actually further their studies.which is why the competition in poly is real,is rough,and is high octane action.you have never seen the business students backstab and claw each other in hopes of lowering their partners reputation,all while hoping to increase their own.what im saying is,people in poly's are realistic.they know their future,and they're willing to stake it by joining poly's,knowing very well their chances of entering universities are very low. and thats why im loving it.oh yeah,one more thing.being in poly means i have all the time in the world to be the buff guy i've always wanted to be.in kayak racing team that is.

LIFE NOT AS YOU KNOW IT

2009-05-02T15:09:00.003+08:00

2 weeks into poly life ad sch has never been this fun.to lazy to talk much,but i dunno whether i want to commit myself into a cca so im very confused.im stuck between kayak racing(its a very demanding cca,which makes me like it and dislike it at the same time,partly because it'll affect syfc later on.....) rugby and student union.no news when the interview for Student union will be,but my sister said this is an especially good cca to join if u want to meet people(my course has no girls,rmb?) and my social life is seriously !@#$ if i only talk to guys my whole 3 years in tp.i'll be as gay as i'll ever be,period.my social needs is such that i need to be able to talk to both guys and girls freely(see how much of secndary sch im missing already?-.-) oh well,i'm still stumped about kayak racing.i can join it,but since i didnt come down for the briefing the coach supposedly gave to those who came down today,im missing out ALOT. its also because i failed the trials,which was as good as ncc back in the good ol days,just that i was damn sick that day(just had fever 2 days backT.T) forgive my shitty typing if there are typos,im eating mamee(without the seasonings of course) with my right hand and typing with only my left,one eye on falling mamee bits while the other is on the screen.too lazy to edit aniwaes.i never do actually.

ciao!!!

and ps,anyone,please teach me how to upload videos!!

XI SHUA SHUA!!

2009-04-17T02:50:00.008+08:00

IM ON FIRE!!!!!

ok,not so lah,just that since i left early for the orientation n the first day,it surprised me to great lengths when i saw the mass dances:)

first theres xi shua shua(hence the heading) and this was the main reason im so excited!!!!it looks stupid,but if done properly en masse,its very cute(sweet,whatever you call it:)

trying to get zul to tell me how to upload youtube videos on my blog,so i'll just post the links first.

enjoy!!XDXD

xi shua shua dance(synchronized)

tp seniors mentors training camp(inclusive of xi shua shua dance)

once youve seen it,you'll love it :D

TAKE EVERYTHING IN MODERATION ;)

2009-04-06T20:20:00.005+08:00

i'll touch on 3 topics today.

1st:jc students dropping out
2nd:4c class outing
3rd:mountainbiking excursion(lol,not exactly,i just dont know what heading is proper:)

JC DROPOUTS ON THE RISE

im addressing the majority of jc students who think or are already on the road to appealing out of jc.
if u didnt get the point that jc was going to be a hell hole from the start from your other friends,well,you sure do know now.
no time for social life.
no time to hang out.
no time to do what you want.
no time to finish your homework.
no time to rest.

FACE THE FACT.

the moment you chose to enter jc,you were already willing to sacrifice all the above mentioned knowing from the fact that
YOU WILL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME IN THE FIRST PLACE.
2 years.having to cramp all that in 2 years is suicidal.
i dont mind if the majority are mindless drones carrying out preprogrammed tasks.
BUT WE'RE EMOTIONAL SOCIAL-NEEDY HUMANS.
youre lucky scientists still have not discovered quantum physics.
if there was,i bet there would be a suicide clubs springing up all over singapore.
one example of quantum physics.
its like trying to state that a sand grain is as big as earth.
its that nonsensical.

so my word to you guys?
kids,just stay in school.

and stay away from high places.

now,after all that negativity,we have the 4c outing :D

we had it on saturday,and as all our outings go,our destination is usually undetermined,always includes eating good food,and lots of good memories to boot.thats why i always say,
"dont forget to bring the camera!we need to document every fun time we have so we wont forget!":)
if anyone was listening at that time anyway,lol

ok first things first,we ended up going to kallang leisure park because some people wanted to eat buffet at one of the places there,but it ended up not being halal,so we ditched that plan.-.-
but we ended up eating KFC and playing at the arcade like we always do.it was fun,seriously!
oh,before i forget,let me try remember who was there:

samuel
jovi
sun myung
john(?)
shaun
me
sherwin(he met up only for dinner later on though :)
kai wei
jia jun
audy
ying lin
joanne
vanessa
omg,i almost forgot henry,sorry henry!

yep,that few people,even though it was meant to be a 4c outing,it usually ends up to be somewhat like a dnt people outing instead :P
ok so thanks to misinformation by me,we went to simei to waste our time when we found out that the buffet was exta priced(it WAS a wekend T.T)
and then our photographer came!ying lin to the rescue!!!
so we ended up eating at shin tokyo sushi+ramen ten hybrid shop at century square.

its ramen ten!

and shin tokyo of course

some of us were so bored we played jia juns cooking mama on the ds(its a cute and fun game:)

look at that bowl of spicy ramen!!it was like a bowl of steaming spicy hell,but luckly the spiciness dissipated,it was like literally eating a bowl of diced chilli padi.that bad.

so after filling up our stomachs,we headed to kai wei's house(they wanted to ton,i dunno what that means,but presumably it means to stay up till the next day and stay at his house,which i presume they did.wait.isnt that considered a sleepover?

ROCKY ROAD EXTREME

so after waiting out 2 days after the outing,zul invited me to go mountain biking with him.he generously lent me his fathers bike,and we were off!

i dont know why i had that expression on my face.i guess at that time i knew it was inevitable i was going to crash land,which i did!!had no gloves,so i escaped with minor bruising on my palms(luckily)

to think it was just a small ramp.but at high speed of course.XP

HOOKED LIKE DRUGS

2009-04-02T12:55:00.006+08:00

omg.to all those reading this,YOU MUST WATCH ALL THESE VIDEOS OF UTADA HIKARU. IF YOUVE NEVER HEARD HER SONGS FROM KINGDOM HEARTS 1 OR 2,NOW IS THE TIME TO LISTEN TO ONE OF THE GREATEST VOICES ON EARTH.COMMENT IN THE TAGBOX ONCE YOUVE HEARD THEM......ALL

(i recommend listening to the english versions first before the japanese versions,because saving the best for last is what i like to do :)
UTADA HIKARU SONGS:

HIKARI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7bxS5CEExI&feature=related
(kingdom hearts1)

THE ENGLISH VERSION OF HIKARI,

SIMPLE AND CLEAN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8bypeZ3wFA&feature=related

PASSION
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5kEDrf5o68
(kingdom hearts2)

FIRST LOVE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=olVcabyU0AY&feature=related

these are some of my favourites.....and i have a feeling that most of her live performances are better than her recorded songs.......i just love her pure voice,almost cried when i heard them while playing kingdom hearts1 T.T

OH YEAH,IF U WANT TO SEARCH THESE SONGS ON YOUTUBE,SEARCH FOR WHILE SHE'S PERFORMING IN HER" UTADA UNITED" CONCERT.MOST OF HER BEST PERFORMANCES ARE THERE :D

2009-03-30T19:42:00.002+08:00

oh btw,i miss my old hair.the barber made my hair look like shit.i'll just have to wait another 2 months to have it back then T.T

RAMBLINGS OF A MAN

2009-03-30T19:19:00.003+08:00

OK.FACE IT.

this hasnt been exactly the kind of start i wanted last year.ok,the results of my O lvls werent exactly the best,but at least im not complaining.thats not the problem no.

the problem is i couldnt find a job up to date.not one that i wanted anyways.and from one month ago,it seems that almost everyone other than my immediate family members dont want me to work whilst schooling.all i wanted was a bit of financial security(to get your own stuff,eat more,spend more on things you want ;) without having to worry youre spending your parents money needlessly. in simple terms,i want to be FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT.not many people at my age can say that,and its not really a blessing to be financially independent.some are too ignorant living of their parents wealth to give a second glance at these people. but still,doesnt it feel good to just live off your own earnings without a second thought?

secondly,ROTTING AT HOME IS THE LAST THING ANYONE WANTS TO DO.four months at home,FOUR WASTED MONTHS for me doing nothing.even with all this time i only went out with friends once or twice throughout those tormenting 4 months.but i certainly am glad not to have chosen jc.as much as i promised myself that this year was a new year and that procrastination was a thing of the past,i couldnt help thinking how much of the hw those in jc got that i might have 'accidentally let my dog eat'.like i'm allowed to have dogs in the first place

you know what?come 20th april,im gonna make sure that i make up for my lack of social life and the lack of knowledge that ive been getting the past four months.im going to study something i love,and thats just something to push me harder to get into the top 10% of the cohort.btw,the cohort refers to EVERYONE in poly's,not just your own course people.so you better start biting and scratching when poly starts.because i hear everyone in poly (especially business courses) are doing all that.plus backstabbing of course.

CLASH OF THE TITANS!!!!!

2009-03-14T23:27:00.003+08:00

i dont mean the manchester u. vs liverpool match that happened this morning.no.i was talking about this huge fight between a husband and wife one floor above me!!!!

whoa,the guy like kena possesed because he was screaming at the top of his lungs!!!!i was doing my standard night business in the toilet and i always open the toilet vents to let in some fresh air AND HOLY SHIT!!!!i heard a woman cry out(very softly,i dunno why) "stay away from me!dont come close!" the the guy was like "F*#@ YOU!!blah blah blah,i think he was talking about her having an affair(how else can a guy get heated up like this???)but lets not fasly accuse,shall we?there were moments of silence which i think it was either the guy chasing the woman away from the window(how else could i hear it so clearly???)and i heard vague sounds of whipping....either from the slippers of people walking downstairs,you know the sounds slippers make?or THE GUY ABUSING THE WIFE.

WHAAAAAAAAAA!i couldnt even S@!# properly at 10.43pm.i tell you,it was as if the guy was just outside the toilet!!!i felt like being heroic and all,heheh,going upstairs and knocking on the door but after i heard the guy screaming like there was hell to pay i just concentrated on completing the task at hand first.

i think there was this moment where someone either shouted out from the window to tell the guy off or someone did what i dared NOT to do because i heard him talking to a third party if i'm not wrong.im not sure whether ot came from one floor above or below actually.he started threatening either the third party or his female partner he would resort to violence(though not as classy as what i just said.you know,as in"you want me to beat you up?????RRRRRROOOOOOAAAAAAARRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!")

enough about that.i heard man.u lost to liverpool 4-1.i dont support either,but since arsenal has been somewhat its rival since the start of the EPL,i kinda felt slightly happy.no harm meat though.i just like torres over ronaldo.its true what arsene wenger said you know.ronaldo is just getting too arrogant.but still on any other day,obviously i'll support man.u in their matches.im a die hard arsenal supporter,so SEE YOU ON EMIRATES STADIUM!!!!!!!

YIPPEE!!!

2009-03-13T14:32:00.004+08:00

HOLD THAT THOUGHT FOR A SECOND.i'm not really through the whole process of entering the singapore youth flying club just yet,i still have to pass my medical check up.another 50dollars for another worthless check up......haiz.and you know what?the flight lessons dont even start till october/november!!!!like,wth???thats more than half a year of waiting.i bet most people would have lost all the hyper energy they had when they were applying and wouldnt be interested(but of course i wouldnt!!i want to be a pilot remember :D) had some problems at home lately,not about me,but related to me.im not the one in trouble,but i am somehow involved too(i know what happened-.-")it gets really irritating when people assume your daily activities when its not really true you know?just because they think they know you,they always assume things which aren't even close to the truth.especially people who think they are well educated.they think since they are so smart,whatever they assume about you is 100% right,and i mean 100% right as in they dont even give you a chance to explain the whole matter.period.

2009-03-04T17:59:00.004+08:00

im in a cram right now.to all those who know of people who can find people to help us people who have no jobs find jobs,please contact my hp no!!!!!staying at home has made me extremely mooooooooooodddddddyyyyyy and i bet others like me want something to do too........for those who arnt in jc but have things to d0 please invite meeeeeeeeee im so bored and i could do a jig if u wanted me too because i need entertainment!!!!!! T.T

BEAT IT

2009-03-04T17:06:00.003+08:00

HAHA,i feel damn sian to log in to my blog,its really nothing much to begin with........i just CANT WAIT FOR POLY TO START.im gonna mug my ass off till i seriously get contented.aniways,aerospace engineering was something i wanted,so i'll obviously enjoy tampering with huge mechanical engines :) oh yeah,i remembered what ying lin told me about what miss seah said about me."i think too complicated for her" like serious??she sai she didnt understand what i was explaining most of the time,and said i was better of in an engineering sch with that kind of thinking.thanks for the support*sarcasm intended*lol

the admission for singapore youth flying club is going smoothly so i hope i get through the interviews(im applying for singapore youth flying just so you guys know:D )haix,after that is the heath check up based on fitness levels of standard pilots health......you just gotta love the govt for doing everything for you for free.not only that,the applicants i saw on that day had parents with thm.like serious?some of them aniways.the guy next to me was unbelievably soft spoken(almost made me think he was a girl at first)and thank god i was used to it.i would have poked fun at him if i was still in primary school, but we're not so childish now,are we?so since i cant find a job still up till now,i guess i'll just stick to doing what people like me do best at home.rot.oh yeah,poly application is damn long.bloody hate it.chiao.

neverending confusion

2008-11-13T00:41:00.004+08:00

to think that i'm only sixteen,and i already find all the happiness of life drained from our lifestyle of endless rat races.......an utter disappointment.

to think that the o's are over......heck,it didnt even feel like it started at all.i treated it like it was any other school examination,and boy am i gonna get a shock when i get my results. either way,ive become utterly bored at home,all videogames are killing me,all i can do is stare at this perpetually incomplete blog and spice it up here and there for all of you to enjoy.

television has never been this boring my entire life.is this destiny,for me to lose interest in everything so that i can focus on my senior teenage years?to think life passed so fast,so many friends made,but so little time to enjoy their company.....this is the loss that ive always dreaded from the moment i left primary school.....that friendships will be again tried and tested again and again to see how truly close we are,or has it all been for nothing.

finding true love is out of the question.love in school?huh,its all a matter of puppy love.but i dont mind experiencing it one more time,for the sake of people i truly care for.its not always about looks,they say,but who are they kidding?well,others like me might think otherwise.

people wear masks to hide their true feelings,their intentions and their true nature.its all a matter of where they wish to belong and what they wish to achieve.you'll never see some people spill their hearts out to others because they understand how it feels to be segregated.throw away your masks.don your true identity and in doing so,let lose your inhibitions.be loved for who you truly are.

NATIONAL DAY HAS COME!!!!

2008-08-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

and i'm stuck at home thinking about dnt and the o's.how pathetic can that get?

i need motivation people,anyone got a bag of self help motivation?a.maths is getting on my nerves. i just need that book from ilyas for a sec but he refuses to pass it over(a maths notes,mind you)

oh yeah,all the malay guys in my class(excluding me of course,hahakz) keeps talking about darn girls from tkg,you know how irritating that gets when you dont know a single piece of information they talk about?and thats all they talk about,not school not anything else.ARGGH!!!!

oh and jia jun,i'll pass it to you soon,no worries.sorry for the delay : )

ITS RACIAL HARMONY WEEK!

2008-07-24T23:54:00.002+08:00

well,tanjong katong sec celebrated racial harmony day on wednesday(23/7) which is so slow!!! almost half the students from 4A to 4D didnt attend school on that day,so the were given detention for the whole day.wait.isnt detention after school?and suspension supposed to be the punishment whereby you are not allowed to attend class?it was the latter,yet they called it detention,poor english usage i guess

my birthday just passed,it was on the OFICIAL RACIAL HARMONY DAY CELEBRATED WORLDWIDE ,21/7. received lots of well-wishes(thx guys,i owe ALL of you soething :) ) and even some presents,like,whoa!!i didnt expect any this year coz i tot everyone would be too busy to study for the o's this year.really appreciated it guys:D

rui zi is leaving nxt week,and i havnt found anything to please him as of yet,so just dun take the flight b4 i pass it to you please!!

oh,and yes,ive been asking for sometime now,but CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME CARRY OUT SOME CHANGES ON THIS BLOG?I HAVE NO TIME TO CHECK IT FREQUENTLY SO I REALY DUNNO WHAT HALF OF THE THINGS DO HERE :..(

ok,till next time,chiao!!!!

WEEKEND OF MEMORIES

2008-07-11T01:47:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY,LOOK WHO'S BACK!!

to all 4c '08,thx guys for a memorable sunday.i feel saddened by the news of rui zi's departure.but this is the last time we're going to have this much fun before the O levels.

to rui zi:we'll take the O levels in hopes of you remembering us......i promise you that at least 5 4c students will get 5A's and above,really!!!!we have the potential guys,strive on!!!

ok,so some of you readers may be wondering what the hell i'm talking about. basically,a classmate of ours(rui zi) is leaving singapore on the 30th of july,before the O levels take place even.so in commemorating his departure,we had a party for him last sunday.at the same time,we were celebrating the bitrhday of the july babies(ilyas got whacked today,lol)

some of us arrived late(me of course :-) ) but we still managed to catch the lively action.pity i couldnt play tennis.didnt noe where the tennis court was in the first place,and everyone left while i was in the billiard room!!!(it all occured at samuel NG'S hm.nice of him,isnt it?i wondered whether he'll turn out like his father..........

today is as usual,a thursday filled with mathematics remedials and dnt for me.........i came home late for dnt today so i couldnt bother to go for tuition.sorry mr syahrom :...(
he's actually an alumnus of tk u know?my tuition teacher,i mean. he graduated in the same year as my cousin(i saw his sec 2 photo,and boy,was he hairless then!!)

we'll,i cant be bothered to writemore.its 2 in the morning and i just finished my school graduating certificate.the problem now is it wont print!!!!!!haiz.....................

PRELIM ORAL'S ARE TODAY!!!!!!

2008-07-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

well,today was the last day for us tksians to gauge our oral mastery before the o levels itself.so damn,was i scared!

i remember having the most recent oral practice with mdm yeo(our english teacher) and she said i spoke too little of the picture and my overall score would only be a pathetic pass(20/40)......ahhhh!!!!

but somehow or rather,i just breezed through the whole thing just like *snap* that.having had chemistry and geog elective before the exam must have did something to my brain.mdm yeo didnt prompt me for the picture,and for conversation i spoke about teachers being joked about (joke was the conversation topic,be it practicall or verbal :-) )i think she tot i was toking about her,because suddenly during the conversation topic she showed a blank face when i spoke about that.poor lady...............

well,for the time being im just fooling around with this super old guitar that has been around before i was fertilised in my mother's womb(no kidding!!)

still,i've always wanted to play a violin,but time is running short aniwaes,so i doubt there will be time to learn it.

till the next post,stay virgins teens!!

muntaquim

2008-07-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

Its been a while,hasnt it?writing like this is just a way i try touch up on my language.something that my sec 2 english teacher told us to do.i never took it to heart to start a blog till now actually,so its slightly invigorating to write in now and then.

so,what has happened since the last time i blogged?well, O level mt oral have started and is nearing its end,and i guess most people if not all are complaining about whether they can make it or not,rite? :D

lol.school has been quite fluid lately,no hiccups here and there like last week.but still,i know i can do better for my geog elect and physics and a.maths(whoa,way more ands than i need :)

well,i didnt expext such a turn out thus far on my blog,mostly friends aniwaes,but thats wat pushes me on to keep it up and running as frequent as possible,so thank you guys for your support!!

i have lots to say,but so little time.and maybe some of the things i talk about is totally irrelevant to what most of you experience,so i'll try be a fair guy and stop at that.if you want me to share more info with you readers, dun hesitate to pass a quick comment!!!

2008-06-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

ran like hell!!!

saw several old man wearing army singlets at the park while i was jogging.oh my,what dedication......makes me think of the air force again.sigh..................

its good to see at least SOME people care about their looks till they want to change it.take the heavy guy i saw there for example.HEY,HEAVY IS NOT = FAT. :-)

oh well,bored to death,and cant focus to make myself study!!! omg!!!! god,save me!!!!!

AARRGGHH!!!

2008-06-13T11:01:00.002+08:00

its been a week since my last post.i dunno wat to sae,so here goes nothing:

oh yes,monday a group of us watched kungfu panda.crazy funny XP.but when you've watched too much comedy and action shows,thins seem very predictable over time.oh jeez.......but hey,it was funny nonetheless. wanted to take a picture to post it up here,but i forgot!!!!!

ilyas did some funny things at the swing at pasir ris town park,rite? :) the spinning thing made me want to hurl,couldnt scream,couldnt do anything!i'll get back on you guys,i swear.......lol

well,thats all i want to document today i guess.some of my frens sae that this blog is more like a personal journal than a blog.guess i say too much.OOPS

till next time,toodles!

GO BABY GO!

2008-06-03T21:45:00.003+08:00

"ilyas,go check town area,while faris and i check the south of singapore!!!

sherwin,siddiq,search everywhere else that we didnt cover!!!!"

or thats what i hope of doing to find WHERE THE HELL MS GOH POH GEOK'S WEDDING IS BEING HELD.

aniwaes,dnt was a drag.i sat 6 LONG HOURS with ms seah just to get her blessings to start my project,urgh.............who in the world does that?only me i suppose.all because i missed her class last week to have some sparring lessons with the rest of NCC LANDER's with clement.oh well,i didnt bring my folio on the day of the 'O' level mother tongue paper aniwaes,so no point just showing my face

i really get ticked off at some people sometimes this week.i dont find it necessary,but it just splurges out.

trying to learn how to play canon,you know,the music piece?heard it ages ago,but i wasnt bothered to learn it till just yesterday.i have no history of learning music,so pardon me if you hear out of tune sounds early in the morning.sorry guys!!

WISE WORDS FROM A WISE MAN

2008-06-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

this is what a wise man said to me.

we follow prophet muhammad not because of the fact the fact that we are told to do so,but be cause god has said that he is the best of examples of humans.with him being the best of examples,then the quran is the best of words.prophet muhammad was a man without flaws.but when he had them,the quran is the way god points out his mistakes.

we follow this religion not by force,but by choice.by following the acts of our prophet,we are agreeing to the fact that he is a man to be idolized,even back then in his days.his actions,his words,all depict the greater side everyone in this world is capable of achieving.he did not want to be worshipped like his predecessor,just to show the path to righteousness for his followers.this,i say,is what makes him truly worthy as an example for our way of life.

if i recall,that was what he said.missed out several points,but all the same,my point has been relayed.be it if you understand it or not,what he said has made me think deeper about our life's true goals.

MY BAD!!

2008-06-01T20:49:00.001+08:00

oops,found it out myself.sorry to waste your reading time!

QUESTION...?

2008-06-01T20:31:00.001+08:00

HEY,DOES ANIONE OUT THERE UNDERSTAND WHY THIS BLOG HAS NO TAGBOARDS???

PROBLEMS WITHIN

2008-06-01T19:51:00.003+08:00

after a while,her health seems to be getting slightly better.if only she didnt stop eating two weeks ago,all this wont happen....

i always feel that im restricting my emotions,and that my friends wont know the real me.what isit called,the fear of portraying your feelings?argh,heck.

i feel more at home when no ones home.weird huh?thats wats been happening since wednesday,and its all because im given the freedom of using the computer.yay!!!

i just dun find any need to scream out.yeah,i do laugh out loud,but its still quite a conservative

laugh.so what is wrong?am i afraid of showing a bad impression?is that it?

i also usually think through things in my mind,never discussing it.as they say,smart people think before they act(like im that smart x-D)

but maybe its the fact that im feeling inferior than what i felt in primary school.being outsmarted,being outplayed,the works.

and then again,i ask myself.am i emo?

no,thats the last thing i wanna become.

so what is my behaviour like?i always want to be sociable,but then again,im afraid of rejection.

if i say im quiet,im not so much like shona.im not conservative,cos i also participate in trash talk.

so what am i like???i guess once i find this answer,it'll be when i find enlightenment

so readers,if you are reading this,this blog is basically a blog for me to express what i am constantly thinking of,which i do not usually discuss in the open.for my friends reading this,take it as a chance to know how exactly i think,and maybe you can help me sort it all out ;-)

THE JOURNEY OF THE 'O' LEVEL BEGINS.......

2008-05-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

im gonna start mugging soon.lol,i just learnt what mugging meant.i thought it meant to literally 'mug'.i gotta prove my worth to everyone i know that im not just some big talk no walk guy cos thats how i feel im portraying myself to be.and my friends,if you chance upon this,there's also a special reason why i have to do so,but its my personal matter,so im sorry ;-)

im sorry my blog still doesnt have any pictures.i dont cam-whore like some people do,but i'll try just so you guys can really see what i experience. :-)btw,how do i change the background?

anyone who knows how to boost your confidence?coz im really lacking in it and i may die if i dont redeem it!!!if you do,just comment on this post.thx!

THE ROADBLOCK

2008-05-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

new day,new beginning.

visited my grandmother at changi general hospital today.she's a mess.wont eat,wont talk,cant even lift a finger.all she could do was to nod her head slightly.....ive never really been close to her,yet just looking at her in such a state was a saddening experience for me.as always,its always been my mother who warded her,just like a few years ago when my grandfather,this grandmas husband,passed away.it just gives me a feeling that something bad might happen to her.....

i saw her today again.i didnt see her on thursday.oh well,no point getting desperate,rite?its just that,i feel wasted that i cant even befriend a person i have feelings for.like,wth.......???i dont believe in cheap parlour tricks to know people.it just doesnt feel right.......

ive been really thinking through my choices for my future next year.i wanted to becomee a pilot when i was young,but after seeing myself perform averagely during previous years in secondary school,i feel a sense of not being able to achieve it.its been a freaking dream of mine,so why not chase it right???thats what i hate about myself,giving empty promises.furthermore,i wanted to follow my cousin's footsteps.ive been in his primary school,east view primary,his secondary school,tanjong katong secondary,and i wish to go to singapore poly like he did.take civil engineering as he had done.do so bloody well that he was able to enroll in NTU.but then again,i feel like i also wish to join the business sector, get rich,be someone who uses initiative and takes every single opportunity he finds.but then again,im not the latter,i cower in almost every opportunity.i dont even dare say hello!!!i really gotta boost my confidence soon or im a dead piece of bacon.and because i cant make up my mind,i was told that its better to ust go to jc cos at least we'll get some foundations right before being fully fledged to go to university.so what now?

btw,she also wishes to join the airforce.yippee!!

PASS YOUR TIME WITH THIS...

2008-05-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

hey readers,im feeling damn board tonight(its nighttime in singapore,mind you).so guess what,i'll just ask a question for all of you to ponder by yourselves.take a look at this:

IF YOU WERE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THESE THREE ASPEECTS,WHICH WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
-LOOKS
-PERSONALITY
-INTELLECT

i'll come back with the answer in a weeks time,so think hard of your reasoning.see whether my explanation comes close to why you chose that choice.enjoy your life while it last!!! :-)

FIRST ENTRY...

2008-05-28T20:20:00.001+08:00

ok so here goes my journey.ive been searching blogs to see what exactly to post up on this blog of mine.i dont even know how to paste pictures....poor me.any ways,here's a story i managed to retrieve from a fellow blogger.its a very saddening story about lifes unexpected twists and turns.for all you know,if you're reading this,i thank you for sharing a touching story.ENJOY!!!

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!' I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?' My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings. I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!' GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!' And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight. One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity. My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son, I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up. You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine. I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. With all my love to you, Your mother.

Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings peace...

HOORAY FOR ME!!

2008-05-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

guys,dont be disappointed if this blog seems empty throughout the year.its just the O's getting round the corner.i assure you,by next year,it shall be filled weekly!!viva pinata!